i have not been sleeping well lately. wondering whether it’s because of the medication that i am on, or because i drank too much tea, or the cough, or god knows what.
it has been many many years since i have problems sleeping. i love to sleep! i can sleep anywhere, and wake up anytime. i can sleep and dream for just a short min. what the hell, i pride myself in my sleeping capabilities!
but this week sleep is bad for me. i lie on the bed around midnight and don’t fall asleep completely until 2 to 3 am. just when i am about to fall asleep, i will be awakened by myself – and i can’t figure out whether it was a cough, or a sigh, or something… some kind of sudden burst of air rushing from my mouth which jerks me up from my sleep. it’s irritating!!!! pls… make it go away real soon… i wan to sleep like a baby again!
and i did sleep like a baby today. went to bed at 2am and continued to feel the irritating jerks but only for a short while. and i woke up today to my dearest’s call. at 1pm!!!! i can’t believe i slept so much.
dearest is truly a god send. he calls to ask what lunch would i like. and he bought wantan mee for me. and tau suan for my daddy too. at first i thought dearest was coming over to study or laze around, but he came specially to bring lunch for me! how sweet right…
then dearest had to leave for work. before that, we snuggled a little, and i hugged him real tight… and…
d: where can you find this kind of boyfriend?
k: there, here lor (and hugging him)
d: i really love you a lot. and i dunno why.
k: ya, you have always been good to me…
d: everything i do, i think of you first. but why? you have no figure…. (blah blah)
and something to that extent lar… i told dearest, since you love me despite my flaws, this is true love!
seriously, dearest is the most wonderful boyfriend. he does all sorts of things for me, like last night he actually picked me up after a get-together session with my colleagues late at night. today he buys lunch for me. he reminds me to take my medication. he feels upset when he sees me cough badly.
and what surprises me most is that he is so much more expressive lately, not afraid to say that he treasures and loves me.
we have been together for close to 6 years. obviously we are no longer in the initial honeymoon period. but i must say, despite the occasional misunderstandings and quarrels, we are still very much in love. dearest recently often say that he enjoys this stage because we are very stable and we are there to support each other. and i have to add on that while we are stable, we are also still affectionate and doting towards each other. no doubt i do fret about the future and wish that we can settle down sooner than later. but i guess i should be contented for now. what else can i ask for, when my dearest is giving me so much love?
so dearest is out at work, and i’ll be spending the rest of this afternoon doing lazy stuffs like surfing forums and napping (again!). catching sex in the city tonight with dearest, jackson & sheena!
