oh dear. i seem to be saying that i need a break very frequently nowadays. why? i have no idea.
i just feel burnt out. too many things to do, too little time to relax. i’m getting sufficient sleep but i don’t feel rested. i’m seeing dearest a lot but i don’t feel a lot of intimacy.
i think i need a few days of undisturbed break. no need to think about household chores, no work, no worrying about red numbers, no reminders of how fat and old i look, no wasting time online, none of all these lousy things.
just sleep late, have a nice sinful lunch, snuggle under the blanket in an air con room, watch a stupid comedy, nap, have a leisurely dinner, drink a light cocktail, hold hands and have a stroll under the moon and stars, snuggle in bed again and wonder off to a peaceful sleep, knowing that i can sleep late again the next day.
ya. i wish.
it won’t happen. not so soon anyway.
i need to stop daydreaming. life goes on. ya? sigh…
look on the bright side – tomorrow is tai tai day!
hopefully i will feel totally recharged after that!
