温柔 (还你自由版)

following the new song “你不是真正的快乐“, i’m on a MayDay high…

not many friends will know that i’m a MayDay fan. well, frankly speaking, i’m not sure whether i am a MayDay fan…

let’s put it this way – in the past, i never ever pay attention to MayDay. then when i got together with dearest, he brought me to my first MayDay concert. dearest and his sister are die-hard MayDay fans and they have always been to MayDay’s concerts. being in the honeymoon period, i was eager to please, and eager to want to enjoy the concert, so i actually borrowed all the MayDay CDs and listened to them over and over again. well, let’s just say that i didn’t quite become a fan then. the concert was high alright and i enjoyed myself, but i guess i still remain pretty neutral towards MayDay.

i started to truly like MayDay only during their concert last year – JUMP! 离开地球表面 because the concert was SOOOOO high!!! and the concert this year was fantastic as well! now, every now and then i will check sistic’s website so that i won’t miss out buying their next concert tickets.

but frankly speaking, much as i enjoyed their concerts tremendously, i’m still not a hardcore fan like dearest and his sister, so i can’t recognize all of their songs or memorize the lyrics.

but i totally heart the song 温柔.

whenever MayDay performs this song live, and we wave and sing along with the song, my emotions go all crazy at one part of the song. goosebumps and feeling of tears (but not to the extent of really tearing lar)… every time. without fail…

if you have a moment to spare, do listen to this song:

pay attention to the video at 2m22s.
and what really moves me. everytime. without fail. is at 2m48s.

溫柔(還你自由版)

曲:阿信 詞:阿信 編:五月天

走在風中 今天陽光 突然好溫柔
天的溫柔 地的溫柔 像你抱著我
然後發現 你的改變 孤單的今後
如果冷 該怎麼渡過

天邊風光 身邊的我 都不在你眼中
你的眼中 藏著什麼 我從來都不懂
沒有關係 你的世界 就讓你擁有
不打擾 是我的溫柔

不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心
明明是想靠近 卻孤單的黎明
不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心
那愛情的綺麗 總是在孤單裡
再把我的最好的愛給你

不知不覺 不情不願 又到巷子口
我沒有哭 也沒有笑 因為這是夢
沒有預兆 沒有理由 你真的有說過
如果有 就讓你自由

(獨白)
如果有一天
你告訴我 你要走
我不會強求 不會挽留

只因為…
我要給你 最後的溫柔
我會對你說
(獨白)

我給你自由 我給你自由
我給你自由 我給你自由
我給你全部全部全部全部自由 Oh…..

這是我的溫柔 這是我的溫柔
還你你的自由 還你你的自由 Oh…..

不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心
明明是想靠近 卻孤單的黎明
不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心
那愛情的綺麗 總是在孤單裡
再把我的最好的愛給你

不知不覺 不情不願 又到巷子口
我沒有哭 也沒有笑 因為這是夢
沒有預兆 沒有理由 你真的有說過
如果有 就讓你 自由 自由 Oh…..

這是我的溫柔 這是我的溫柔
這是我的溫柔 這是我的溫柔

讓你自由
Oh…..

sad? very very very sad.

every time i hear the words 我给你自由, a lot of things flash through my mind.
imagine the hurt you will feel when your loved one wants to leave you.
but you love him/her so much, you are willing to let him/her go, no matter how badly your heart is bleeding.

我给你自由 不是因为我不在乎 只因为太爱你

your thoughts?