updates

the past couple of weeks have been full of ups and downs.

there’s the week where i self-created misery for myself and dearest and i made myself all angry and picked a huge fight with dearest. and then we made up really quickly and the following week was a total bliss. we went to JB and had lots of fun with his pals, i had a long weekend and spent lots of loving time with dearest, and the weekdays passed quickly because dearest often pick me up from work and have dinner with me.

then early this week dearest and i had this huge fight again. once again i turned into this lonely emotional apathetic soul who refuses to talk to her friends and rush home after work to mope and cry herself to sleep at night. things are fine now though.

there’s also the first-in-my-lifetime menses that came early, like 26 days instead of the usual 30 to 32 days. and the strangest thing was it came totally without warning (unless you count the quarrel which dearest would probably attribute it to my emo-ness) – no headache, no sleepiness, no pimples, no cravings, no hunger, nothing. well, there’s the diarrhea, but without the rest of the symptoms, i wouldn’t link it to pms right. and to top it off, this menses came with zero cramps, which, well, should be a good thing but frankly it does worry me a little. even the flow is different. oh well, maybe it’s just the hormones changing as i begin to creep closer to the big 3. maybe it will be here to stay – pain free menses! woohoo!

oh, and there’s good news for the dearest’s friend! Alfred got together with Diana! and he is now quitting smoking, which is great news. as good old faithful friends, we try to help him as much as possible by spending time with him and encouraging him with ice cream and the likes. hehe…

and, oh. i’m like getting so fat, my thighs are getting out of shape (i mean they are not just fleshy, they are distorted in shape!) and my tummy is… huge. so i just started to apply the clarins body shaping creams and hope that i can stick to the regime and see some results eventually. of course, the right way will be to control the fat intake, and start exercising. but aiyah… so difficult! LOL.

and, i’m going to stop now cos there’s durian waiting for me! *talk about slimming down. ha!*